who am i supposd to connect with?

it's ot like i really even have friends.

and knowing that she has made me insanely jealous and i CAN. NOT. make her jealous in the least bit makes it all even worse. and they are gorgeous. and they are perfect. together, especially. look at them with their boyfriends and their I <3 Us and i think i am like them? how did i manage? i am only kept around so that they can be considered odd, maybe, twice a month. to laugh at. to steal some more opinions from. it makes it better to say it, it makes it worse.