xeiennoyamix: brittany thinks she's vague/deep/ or interesting, thus she'll write everything she wants to say to you, but add a syllable in there to make it look orchestrated and kickass

she's the kind of girl you'd find in songs
i found these words to start her one
because standing there she looked
just so sad
she can't believe it
and i have no words
they're still sitting there
and i don't know how
to handle him

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weezer - pinkerton
aimee mann - whatever
gomez - bring it on
cranberries - bury the hatchett
suzanne vega - songs in red and gray
ambulance bright eyes and son - oh holy fools
radiohead - ok computer
radiohead - i might be wrong
sigur ros - agaetis byrjun
cursive - domestica
doves - the last broadcast
sparklehorse - it's a wonderfu life
built to spill - ancient melodies of the future

bruce springstien
neutral milk hotel

Brenda Kahn - Sidestep the Bullet [4:08] - Hunger

did i read that right? are we actually ah 'going out'?!

jerel just asked me out?

she is stealing my life and doing it better

who am i supposd to connect with?

it's ot like i really even have friends.

and knowing that she has made me insanely jealous and i CAN. NOT. make her jealous in the least bit makes it all even worse. and they are gorgeous. and they are perfect. together, especially. look at them with their boyfriends and their I <3 Us and i think i am like them? how did i manage? i am only kept around so that they can be considered odd, maybe, twice a month. to laugh at. to steal some more opinions from. it makes it better to say it, it makes it worse.